things will be better soon, it's just honestly tiring at the moment and i hate sort of having an "obligation" with updating the au (despite writing aus not being an obligation) :')) it just makes it worse in my head no matter what people say and i tend to overwork on autopilot, and i really really don't want to go to the hospital again because i'm not managing things this well :((( thank you so much for the love, sweetest!!!!