Reading New Skin (in the midst of Chapter 8) right now and in Todays Gym Session Spotify Shuffled me Hate/Love from Electric Callboy
(https://open.spotify.com/track/0Xz2vsYZTAQEqQSn1123bz?si=YxYlADrET5SNMZrh6A8zMA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7uDmK1TgEQsyXTFn1eGPyF) and it Made me think about your fic and I almost cried in the Gym. Still thinking about it, especially this Part made me think about them:
"Back in the day, you wanted me
I got your heart so easily
The sex we had so endlessly
I make your mind a part of me
Still makes me sick that your love is a lie
I wanna hate, so I keep you alive"
Not 100% accurate to them of couse but still close.