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I'm sad to see you leave this Fandom but I just want to say you are my favorite fanfic writer. I adore reading you stories and I have read them over 5x. "Breathless" , "I wish you wanted me" , "eat your heart out", "conquer and devour" there's so many of your fics I just love reading. You're an amazing writer and I wish you the best on your next and new journey in life. I hope you continue that love and passion for writing💜
holy shit i just found out you were leaving and i just wanted to say thank you thank you for giving us so many good fics. i loved your sn/f week series, especially eat your heart out. that’s one of my favorite fics like ever. and i also really really loved distant star i think i’ve cried reading all of your fics, at least the angsty ones. your was one of the reasons i bought a flash drives to save all the fics i like. i hope you enjoyed your time in the fandom as much as i enjoyed your writing, it was really wonderful having you and looking forward to anything you put out, you even helped inspire me to start up writing even if i don’t publish them anywhere. i hope you take care wherever you choose to go and have everything work out for you!!! 💚🧡🩵
oh my god this was the nicest thing to wake up to ❤️❤️thank you so much, wow, I’m so so so glad you liked my fics enough to save them, and that they inspired you, that’s the coolest thing woah:) u take care too, I wish u all the best and I hope you keep writing and maybe even post them someday!! Thank you so much 💚🧡💙:D
Advice to future writers? Specific tips or tricks that you learned from writing dt3am characteristics?
Dialogue is so important for all writing- make sure it sounds natural and somewhat individual to the character (so they aren’t all talking with the exact same patterns). figure out individual behaviourisms that you can include, both in dialogue and in descriptions, it will help with your characterisation — with fic do this through observation but if you’re creating individual characters you can have fun and experiment with the vibes:) so examples of that would be how s always tries to squish himself smaller— or in dialogue how dr34m uses his little filler words.
I hope this helps it’s just a couple of little things :)
And obviously the most important thing is to have fun and just write what you want to read- otherwise it will become stressful and more of a chore than a hobby.
Thank u so much for asking it means a lot that u would want advice from me :)
eat ur heart out is one of my favorite gn4p fics ever, i reread it all the time. the way you write S being so in denial, his assumed hatred for G coming from his own insecurities, the way you can see their dynamic mirrored in the way they have sex and vice versa…. both fighting for control but both losing control as they fall for each other, simultaneously accepting the reality yet shedding the restrictions of their secondary gender. they both have such strong personalities, an almost equal give and take, which is so unique in many fics but esp dom/sub ones, even more if it’s omegaverse. you have classic abrasive G but then you have S who’s just as bitter, just as biting. and then it’s G who’s making an honest attempt to court, to show S that he likes him, it makes it so much more adorable, and so much more REAL. it’s like a hate sex, enemies to lovers thing except they were never really enemies. despite the constant hatred S is trying to express, a love and understanding rests over the entire fic (i don’t know HOW you do that), one that the characters don’t even become privy to until the very end, when they finally realize they both don’t need to keep themselves within the restrictions of their secondary gender that even their close friends conform to to an extent, and that if they both aren’t who they’re “supposed” to be, they’re better off just being who they are, and that’s how they really connect. UGH. sorry, i’m just analyzing your own story back to you, but it truly blows me away the things you’re able to accomplish with your writing, in everything you write. eat ur heart out is just a personal fav of mine, the characterization is just so INSANE and i mean that in the best way possible. also just your descriptiveness, i can picture everything SO vividly. not to mention insanely good smut oh my god. you’re very talented and so many of us will continue to appreciate what you’ve written even if you’re no longer in the fandom. keep writing 🫶🏼
your writing is amazing and if you join any new fandoms in the future they would be beyond lucky to have you
Im rereading "you're so good to me" rn and oh my god <33 I forgot how obsessed I am with your writing, it's such a good fic and ugh<3 I'll definitely miss seeing u around, hope u the best :DD tysm for being here
Hi!!! Love your writing! Some of the fics i always go back to and read! I hope you’re proud of your work and continue to explore your creativity! Thank you so much for the time you put into your fics!
angel i love your writing so much, you are truly one of my favorite authors and i wish you nothing but the best 🫶🏼
Very silent follower but OMG ILL MISS YOU HERE 🥹 I reread your fics all the time I love them all<3
You by no means have to but if you felt comfortable do you think we could have Crave back as an unfinished fic? I’d love to hear anything about it, for if you had a very loose ending in mind. No pressure at all and I’m not asking for it to be finished. It was my favorite fic though and I don’t like thinking about S nf stuck mad at each other in that universe. /nf
Miss you already
I had it all planned out… it’s just a very personal story to me because it was partly inspired by me and my then best friend now gf getting together. I included lots of little moments based on real events — just feels weird now that we’re together to have them in a fic? Anyway The plot: Basically gn4p would fall into into a pattern of fucking and fighting — and never communicating. Eventually it gets so bad they have to have a talk about being nicer to each other — which they do — for a while things are better — but g can’t help falling further in love with s, finally admitting it to himself and getting depressed because of it. He starts drinking too much and eventually it all comes out when he’s too drunk to keep himself quiet. (Remember last year when d/nn went to the party in la and g kept joking about kissing s4p -this scene was later that same night) S says he needs to think and goes to Texas for a week - g thinks he’s lost him as a friend — but s comes back and says he wants to try out a real relationship with g. He’s not sure if he’s in love yet but there’s definitely something there and he wants to explore it. The final chapter is a cute little date between them- and then s finally bottoms for g, which resolves the bit from the very start of the fic where s is a bit upset that he got drunk and slept with g because he wanted to save his virginity for someone special — hence why s would never bottom for g throughout the fic — but finally he does. Yayay! So yeah that’s a short version of the plot I hope you enjoy! Feel free to ask me more about it if u have questions.
Watching you leave feels like the Titanic is sinking and the musicians are still playing. I didn’t get to know you on a personal level but I’m already grieving your loss and mourning your departure. I genuinely don’t want to see you go, but I understand it’s time for you to move on. I’ll still find you in each of your fics, part of you kept untouched by time and encased in your words. Wishing you nothing but the best, stay safe and take care of yourself. I really did love you as a writer.
Drm would be proud of you btw. 💚
really really gonna miss you you have genuinely some of the best works ever and I loveeee ur creativity. ur an amazing writer :( tho im sad to see u go im excited for ur future + hope everything goes well for u!
unfortunately I can’t think of any gn4p brain rot but i am obsessed w the idea of secretly possessive drm who watches over s4p like a hawk. they’re not even together but he starts getting so jealous w how much time gn4p spend together + instead of joining them he just gives himself more work to do to distract himself. he starts self isolating, and when s4p eventually comes to him and says “i miss you” he feels his heart soar just for it to immediately harden when s4p goes on to ask if he want to get food w him + g30rge.
drm feels like an afterthought and refuses, getting even more hurt/upset when s4p doesn’t even fight for him to join them. he just sighs and says “okay,” softly closing the door behind him as he leaves. this leads to drm starting to resent g30rge bc of how much of s4p he gets to himself and he can’t help thinking how g30rge doesn’t deserve him. he’s mean and he pokes at s4ps insecurities and he makes him angry but s4p keeps crawling back to HIM, doesn’t even come to drm for comfort anymore and he eventually snaps one day + physically drags g30rge away from s4pn4p during another one of their arguments.
gn4p are both shocked and g30rge is disgruntled, ripping drms hand off him while s4p starts explaining he was only joking. drm feels like he’s going crazy, likes he’s in some kind of alternative universe and starts getting really weird + snappy at everyone w seemingly no reason, which only pushes gn4p closer while drm drives himself up the wall with his desire for s4pn4p to be his.
somewhere along the line he’s started referring to s4pn4p as “his” and “mine,” even treating him like property more than his own person :3
I've already said this but I'm sorry to see you go from the fandom but I hope you enjoy your journal writing that you've said you want to do! You're very talented, you've got a very good grasp on dynamics and you write d tk's voices really well like I can hear some of what they say in ur fics in my head bc its so accurate.... I adore your s nf 2023 collection (but SPECIAL love to eat ur heart out & I wish you wanted me.... load bearing s nf fics for me...). Do you plan to keep your fics up? No pressure but I hope so ❤️ Can I ask what you had planned for ignore the smoke if you feel like sharing? Everyone's feelings were so messy but so understandable I really enjoyed reading it even tho I usually avoid cheating fics.
Brainrot for the road... mostly angsty, but I reread your spiracle series (❤️❤️❤️) the other day and started having k nn thoughts again... mostly just about how k and g always ganged up on s and how I think that would start to wear on him if they slept together and they still excluded him/made fun of him... I can also see them (but especially G) using anything sweet he says to them against him, like if he texted then that he missed them, said anything silly during sex, etc. I was also thinking about how D takes G's side automatically sometimes so I could see S going to D for comfort only for D to defend G without thinking & then S has no one to go to... D doesn't get made fun of by G the same way S does (with the intention to hurt/humiliate) so he doesn't understand how S is feeling even tho he tries to, K is sweet with S but only when G isn't there and seems to favor G when they're all together, and G can be sweet but only on his terms and the rest of the time he's hounding all of S's weak spots....
That's all I've got LOL I wish you the absolute best of luck!!! - 7️⃣
ough my boy i luv him… eventually it all comes to a head and he’s like I Can’t Anymore and just drives off with no idea where he’s going (he has nowhere to go :( ) and then the three of them are calling him frantically not really realising how badly they’ve hurt him oof
Thank u so much for the brainrot and the kind words — my fics will stay up! I just don’t plan to finish my wips (spiracle and ignore the smoke. And crave but crave is deleted :P )
Again thank you !!! ❤️
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