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random admiring queer · 5mo
➿ ♨️
thats hot
random admiring queer · 5mo
Have you really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
more than you could ever imagine
random admiring queer · 5mo
you're racahel
hell yeah i am
random admiring queer · 5mo
What is your goto food for just for the sake of eating?
hmm if i can stand to wait 30min, i have this low effort recipe for refried beans with onions, tomatoes, peppers and garlic, but if im sufficiently needy it's chips. any. gimme.
random admiring queer · 6mo
hehe waiting room song
random admiring queer · 6mo
how can you be so hooooooooooooooot
asdsfsgdgsfdfds 😳😳😳 thank youuuuu this is so nice ive been feeling so unhot, i love anon praise
random admiring queer · 6mo
Favorite FFXIV job?
Astrologian! i love playing healer, cuz one i love to be helpful 🥺 but i have found that even more than that, i love when everything goes to absolute shit and i have to put all my brain energy into my choices and manage everyone's healing needs in ways that i never planned for and have to come up with solutions on the spot
when i wanna chill out and play DPS, i like to go Red Mage. i like the multicapable nature of it; having access to the basic healer kit makes me feel at home lol
random admiring queer · 6mo
What’s your favorite cuisine to cook? (Sorry if this isn’t an interesting question!)
nah it's a good question :) i make a lot of texmex, but if i say that no one knows what that word means lmao. surprisingly easy to do vegan
random admiring queer · 7mo
Are all headmates active at the same time? do you share or have your own internal monologues? How do you all communicate? Are all of you aware when another headmate is fronting? Sorry if this is too personal, I've just never been exposed to plurality outside of "mainstream" misconceptions
haha it's all good. so like, first off, we're not "alters" in the usual way media portrays it, or like people with DID experience. ours is a different kind of plurality; we're what's called a median system. we're quite similar to one another, and are more or less "variants" of one another, sometimes called "facets". we're all very aware of each other's presence and who is active when can vary. the distinction between us can even be very blurry, with us not always able to distinctly say we're a specific one of us. we are aware of each other's thoughts and more or less share a lot of the internal brain processes, so communication involves a lot of intentional effort to listen for when others want to convey something. sometimes it's with words, sometimes just the thought/vibe is sufficient. we also have a discord server just for us where we take turns using the linguistic brain parts for more in depth conversations.
random admiring queer · 7mo
you're super cool btw
yo thanks! i try :) i feel like ive made so much progress toward becoming myself and discovering who i am in the last few months, peeling away layers and layers of calcified despair and finding that there's so much more to me than i ever thought possible. and i owe that thanks to all the cool people around me that have given so much of themselves toward breaking me out of my self-imposed life of desolation. thank you. i only hope i can be the same for those around me. <3
random admiring queer · 7mo
f u
this is from three days ago. wonder who i pissed off lol, that long feels like an eternity ago
random admiring queer · 7mo
k
random admiring queer · 7mo
j?
maple- i do not know what this means but i dont really like the letter j
random admiring queer · 7mo
if there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?
rach- that would be pretty fucked up! we love the moon cuz it is close to us
random admiring queer · 7mo
why are you so cute :3
hazel- the most adorable thing a person can do is defy the restrictions placed upon your life in an inferno of self love that warms those around you and repels the looming eyes and expectations levied by the very same people who invented eugenics