bahpilee

Anonymous Coward · 20m

not you getting mad at senny's ED joke when you wrote about seungkwan having an ED. 😭 yk jokes can help people cope with EDs ???

so,
1 i think most idols have some kind of ED

2 i wouldnt be surprised to find out bsk does

3 my concern with this isn't because it's trivializing EDs specifically, it's because it was a cruel thing to say and if it was a joke I don't think it's funny. Yes, I have themes of this in my fics and I keep it in mind in most of my bsk (and scoups) fics, even if it doesn't come up directly. However, if I had a character say what that tweet said in response to that styling suggestion, the character who said it would obviously be a very mean, villainous person, because it's a mean thing to say and I would write Seungkwan having to process and react to that mean comment. It would not be a funny joke.

4 idk if this is actually someone who knows this as a fact like, idk this person, IDK if they told you that's why they decided to tweet what they did, because it helps them cope with their ED, so idk, but I will say they make comments of this type regarding cosmetic surgery, outfits, hair, etc, (this is how I first found them and blocked them) so I don't think their own ED is the motivating factor behind it. but, if it is -

5 i am insecure about certain things as well, but I don't believe that gives me the right to make belittling comments about others who I also suspect are insecure about those things, to make myself feel better.

I think that is not a good coping mechanism.

I think anyone who has that coping mechanism should develop a better one.

But I don't particularly want to analyze the reasons why, people are like this all the time on socials. I understand that. the only thing I want to happen is for anyone who likes that sort of commentary to remove themselves from my tl. It makes me feel very bad to imagine the type of people who laugh at that to read my fics. I am very vulnerable in them and that is a pretty awful feeling. I had assumed that being a fan of seungkwan self-selected that sort of audience out, but i was wrong.

bahpilee · 9m

Anonymous Coward · 7mo

BBTS WHEN

AAHHH thank you for the interest!! I'll be honest, part of my problem with working on this was having to write Seungkwan mourning someone he loved and obviously my OC wasn't going to pass away or anything but it was just a hard situation for me to find the same enjoyment in after 2023, I realized i needed some time before I could really enjoy writing that in the spirit the fic needs. But I do feel like I've processed it appropriately and it's something I could take on with fresh eyes.

So to answer your question: SOON!

bahpilee · 7mo

Anonymous Coward · 11mo

The Reason why Vernon was uncomfy at the hotel at NanaTour is because his girlfriend was in the room with him. she hid when the cameras came in.

and i bet that girlfriend is sending me this very ask

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 11mo

The reason why Woozi is taking so many videos of carats is because he's going to enlist along with the 95s so he wants memories to look forward to. Mingyu and Dino are going too.

incredible, tell me everything.

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 1y

if you could dress the members up for halloween, what customs would you pick?

i've been trying to answer this for 5 months but now i give up and apologize. thank you for this fun question though!!!!!!! ultimately i'd just want seungkwan in tiny shorts that lace up the sides.

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 11mo

Hye, I'm a big fan of your fics, I was wondering why do you use SCS for scoups?

Ahh, thank you so much!!!!!!! ❤️ i actually stopped doing that a while ago bc people kept asking what i was doing lol but i was doing like SCoupS? like idk WZ instead of ljh? but yeah now i just do "coups" on account of peer pressure.

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 11mo

Iwazumi! 🥹

iwazumiiiii 😭😭😭

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 1y

hi! i love your story, do you think you'll write more soon?

Thank you so much for sharing that!! Yes, I hope so!!! ❤️

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 1y

What do your favorite characters order from star bucks?

i don't drink coffee so i can't really answer this but i can share some secret insider knowledge: seungkwan likes iced americanos

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 1y

Glabba bloop?

👽

well said

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 1y

i was watching svt in the soop recently and watching them ramble around the house really reminded me of “buy back the secrets”! like yes this is them at the hanok hahaha

aahhhh thank you so much!!!!! I LOVE in the soop vibes so the fact that it reminded you of my fic makes me very happy, that's the exact energy i was aiming forrr 😭😭😭

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 11mo

happy seungkwan day <3

Thank you! but my seungkwan observance lasts the entire month of January 🙏

bahpilee · 11mo

Anonymous Coward · 1y

For boohoon, does seungkwan top or woozi top?

I love both. All. Everything. Usually Im pretty strictly into bsk bottoming but with wz I like it all, I like one sided unrequited angst, I like mindless fluff, I like graphic perverted nonsense, I like soulmates, I like platonic, I want it all.

bahpilee · 1y

Anonymous Coward · 1y

Biggest pet peeve?

when people swear in front of kids

bahpilee · 1y

Anonymous Coward · 1y

If you could turn into any animal at will what would it be?

I'd want something that would shore up my stats so I think i would go with a tiger to cover fighting and swimming. That still leaves flight but I can't think of a flying animal that wouldn't weaken my current durability levels.