I don't have any knowledge about tarot cards, really. But then I googled it and it was fun reading—I stumbled upon one card called Six of Cups. Again, this is only based on my understanding but it says that I always welcome back people that left and I did, sometimes, but it is not applicable to my exes, and it also triggered how I live with independence with no one by my side but sometimes I long for touch and affection (Aren't we all?), but I think that's all? I haven't figured out any other tarot cards that may be suitable for me, though. I don't really believe on it but it is fun to find out and read.