anonster · 2mo
who would be a germophobe serial killer and why is it beomgyu. undiagnosed DID beomgyu and whenever his "original" personality, the one with also an undiagnosed OCD, is "back" always panicks over because he still doesn't know how things happened the way it did and how everything felt like he woke up randomly to blood or disarray. it's a struggle and both a blessing and a curse that he manages to still not get caught because of the OCD, and it goes to show how his other "personality " that he still doesn't know the existence of (yet?) is the part of him that let loose without a care in the world. literally.
mention of necro
oh i know a thing or two about undiagnosed ocd…let me project a little.
his latest victim being kai was not on his 2024 bingo card. he loved his boyfriend with all his heart. kai’s been the only one that understood why beomgyu would act out sometimes and he was the most patient person he’s known. but all of a sudden, kai’s dead on his couch after drinking whatever beomgyu spiked his drink with. he goes back and forth between personalities once the realization hit. “what the fuck did i do,” “at least there’s no blood this time.” then he just starts sobbing while also wiping the scene of evidence. he gets a flash of an intrusive thought, wouldn’t he be easier to fuck now? he contemplates on keeping kai’s body in his room like a figurine but his sane self decides highly against it. he starts pacing around in his living room, trying to negotiate between each personality. they decide on fucking kai one last time and making sure the house looks spotless by the morning. the best of both worlds. he washes his hands about 10 times in during and after disposing the body and makes sure he gets back into his house at exactly the right time to curb any suspicion of being out in the forest with a body bag at dusk. he pleased everyone and got a good fuck in, arguably a win-win situation.
