I DIDN'T SEE THIS SORRY !! but I think after seeing many content accounts and like them posting stuff i got really inspired by them and after that was all "Will I be able to do this? How can I do this?" all questions running through my head and at the end i got help from @/taehyunizip :P they really helped ALOT and yeah !! I thank them so much !! (yes this is basically the whole story...)