I actually have a bunch of updates!! Made a few new ocs I have yet to post too like one my newest oc is named Makoto who I got an idea for when I played yakuza 0 lmao he owns a cabaret and is basically a grandpa who just recently learned how to save images on his phone LOL there's also an oc who leads a race crew and who I projected an interests in mythology onto!!!

I've also been meaning to redesign some of my ocs because I'm still not satisfied with the designs just yet ... and some still need a design LOL

also made an oc called hyojin on a whim who works at a gaming/media company and who makes 3D models and is very into vocaloid and shit posting and a little awkward but quickly warms up to you once she likes you!! ah and after finally finishing good wars I also made another oc who likes to cook, he is named eichi and his family owns a (mostly) ramen restaurant in ncy: he kinda has ayato from genshin energy if I had to put it lol I drew him like once but I don't like that drawing anymore dhsjks

got so much I wanna draw, I need to try use my sketchbook when I'm on my way to and back from work!!! really hoping I can draw a bit on sat/sun, I'll try post some of my recent oc drawings then too :3c

uwah thank you,,,, I'd like to talk more about my ocs but I feel like when it comes to sharing headcanons and all that I've become somewhat intimated? and concerned if people would even want to know because if I just put it all out there and get no reaction, then it deflates me even if I know I should just do it for myself and eventually people might listen and if not that's fine, too. but at this point a part of me also doesn't quite know when to exactly bring them up now since so far I only posted pictures and then dipped lmao

Rika grew up under a lot of pressure from her family and holds herself to very high standards and is a perfectionist which eventually made her very nervous to be around people as in constantly trying to please everyone. there's also a lot of miscommunication between her and her sister Mina as their parents sorta pit them against another, more so their dad than their mom though and well that took a huge toll on her, too. but thankfully the sisters been able to reconnect and rika has been taking slow and steady steps and managed to make friends whose cats she sometimes took care of and realized how calming it is for her to have one around. at first she wasn't sure if she'd be able to take proper care of a pet since she thinks she can't even take care of herself but now it's one of the best decisions she's made,,, mercury is a grey maine coon, he's still growing so not that huge of a floofer, yet

they do!! averys family owns a bakery and they've been working together there. her family has been living there and a house next door for years; they always loved hosting and have been very welcoming, or have had big families is why the bakery building and the house next to it are rather big. like not very fancy or anything but yknow. I'd like to think that economy wasn't as bad dhdhsj so her family managed, generations ago, to secure the land and built everything and ever since then they've been renovating or adding to it etc. but yea it does them both super well and it's also starting to hit avery that she'll take over the business now sooner than later.. also her gf, jade, really really loves books so the plan is for them to turn a little part of the baker's cafe into a bit of a library to combine their two passions / studies

ohhh, a bunch actually! I really love to think about little domestic things for my ocs and how they're developing as people. there's a bunch of ocs that are still undercooked because I tend to make new ones instead of fleshing those out that I already have but ... .

mmmm I don't talk about them much on main because I'm always like "I dunno who'd want to hear about them" so I'm not sure if bringing up the names will do much now, alas,,

my oc rika recently adopted a cat, mercury, and he's a little cheeky guy but brings her a lot of comfort and helps her anxiety a ton. proud of how her writing has turned out in general and that she's developing a lot and slowly grows more confident as a person. her big sister, mina, is also growing and I'm glad I decided that the two of them would make up with their mother

god my head is so full but I'm not sure how to put it all properly into words; anything that has to do with them being domestic has me very soft and brings me a lot of comfort, actually. like characters moving together for example and just being able to enjoy their daily lives with one another. my oc avery's gf recently moved in with her gf and it does them both so good to be with another

for a lot of my charas I'm also finally finding like proper hobbies and activities; a few strayed from their initial ideas and things didn't fit much anymore with the narrative that built up but now it's falling more into place. I enjoy that my character daigo has become crafty and likes doing miniatures or crocheting which you wouldn't really expect from him I think?

MY HEAD IS SO EMPTY RIGHT NOW TF,,, despite having so many headcanons, there's a few I keep to myself even in our oc server because I don't want to spam too much and then I sometimes just forget about them.. . .. .. I think I need to establish them a bit more so I can talk about them easier because even with no context I'm like: no. I need to explain the context or else it won't make sense what I'm even talking about ASDFGHJ but ue thank you so much for asking, anon! ;; I do adore talking about my ocs and to post art of them, I'm just.... yeah it's so hard to just put them out there? I know that people's interest will get piqued if I just do that but ughhhghgh _(:3

I got interested in Loona around 2018 I think? if I recall correctly I knew of some songs prior like hi high or heart attack, but kpop wasn't something I could get into just, yet. like it felt, for a lack of better words, so foreign for quite some time like even if I knew some songs years ago from conventions, the whole stan culture was something that I hardly experienced, even online.

when produce 48 aired, I watched that actively and with izone forming, I discovered a few other groups as well, loona being part of them. wasn't my ult yet, though, and I didn't bias choerry yet either. at that point it was hyeju, but kept switching between a few members. either way, I didn't follow them too actively and my general interest dwindled a little, partly because I felt intimidated in a way to talk about it despite having a side acc lmao because I wasn't as into it and my s/o at that time kinda fueled those thoughts and took a bit of my fun because they, now in retrospect, had this whole "the new gens aren't as great" vibe lol

but well we broke up and soon after so what released so!! LMAO I figured now might be the time to try get into loona and kpop again and here we are, that release was kind of a domino effect with scream releasing soon after so that I got into deukae around the same time.

mmhh and as for choerry becoming my bias - I didn't really pick one for a while, but when they did the so what challenge and choerry went "ah, usually you ask your friends do to this but I don't have any/many" (along these lines) I remember being so sad about it all "how come someone like choerry doesn't have many friends, I will be her friend???" though I think she chose me when the very first photocard I ever pulled was her