Anon · 1y
I was groomed by my cousin since I was 8 (10-year age gap) and I didn't realise something wasn’t quite right till I was like 13, when we were regularly fucking. But by then it had just been normalised in my brain? I knew it was morally wrong but it didn’t feel that way. It felt good, like I’d been groomed to feel. I’m 22 now, and he still cheats on his wife with me from time to time. I’ve had sex with lots of other people in the time being, but he’s unfortunately the only guy that’s ever made me orgasm.
...Anon first of all I'm so very sorry that happened, I can't imagine how difficult and complicated this must feel for you, goodness. I'm not here to offer advice or judgement, so all I can say is I hope the path you're on is one filled with kindness, love, and warmth. I hope that you find peace in people/places that are easy to reach, and for the days ahead to be the kind you can look back on in fondness.
Secondly, I gotta admit, this wasn't quite what I expected when I said open dark vibes and takes, but that's really on me for not specifying! I was expecting more "Sukuna keeps shotagumi in a cage in his basement & offers a glimpse of sunlight as a treat if he's good 4 days in a row", or something to that effect, but honestly, thank you for the response all the same, I genuinely hope it was somewhat cathartic for you to write that out. I'm in a suitably bad mindset now too, so (hopefully!) win-win.
