okay yes sorry lets try this again girifhcscfhs
pls note that there's a million other fics that i hold near and dear to my heart, this list contains just some of my absolute favourites!

ive divided these fics into 3 categories
1. all timers (aka ive reread them at least more than twice and wish my mind could be erased so i can reread them again)
2. recently read favs (aka fics ive read over the past few months that have rly stuck out to me n are on track to my all timer list); and
3. dark fics (aka a combo of the top two catageories but defs contain some of my fav tropes ever, being mindful of the tags ofc)

i also am a serial soc-med/drabble reader before bed so once i dig thru my bookmarks and find them i can make a list of those too!

my all timers
curse breaker by skzrel
exile by hanville
brighter, more please by yourfriendlyneighborhoodficwriter
across the river by eris_trashbin
highest bidder by hanahneedssleep
memento mori by boddarz [ongoing]
oh good. you’re here too by sunflowr
lonely shade of gold by yourfriendlyneighborhoodficwriter
afterimages of you by leebitcore

(recently read) favs
clean by wishuback
good night, jagi by ahandfulofobsessions
pearl by hanniehunni
ocean sounds by evesmysoul
when i pull away (im begging you to stay) by moonlitbin
i wonder, can i see myself in the dark by miamostriciattola [ongoing]

Darker fics (my love)
don’t let the sun go down by skzinger
lead a lamb to slaughter/horse to water by breakmeopen
ash of the home by vior
nothing hurts better than you by skzrel
promises, promises by quokkarisweat
angel number claim by bunnyhearts
votive(tidepools) by mrehk

Non mnsng
to be alone with you by 8bitskeleton and bulletbulletbullet
a matter of risk by skzinger