... i know i've made y'all wait and that it can be bothering some of you. nonetheless, i'm still a real person and have real life problems as well as a career to persue. i write on my free time which hasn't been a lot lately, but i'm doing my best to write a decent update for y'all even though i'm not in a good place rn. i appreciate a lot the support and the excitement to read my aus but expecting me to be a writing machine is not it either