SORRY IM . insane in love??? my way of loving is literally devoting myself to loving them wholeheartedly and making sure theyll never be lonely or sad ?÷>£&÷>÷£ IM WALKING. id choose my first love or my second love [GUNSHOTS] funnily enough. first one was a bf when i was like. 15 MY GOD. I would write him letters . all the time to the point i have a diary full of him? like a DIARY full of letters (that i'd rewrite neatly the next morning before class) AND ONE THATS JUST. EVERYDAY SPENT WITH HIM? because i didn't wanna forget anything about him, his likes, his worries that i can ask about the next day or next few days, and i didn't wanna forget how he makes me feel, so everyday is written down in such detail on that diary?? and the amount of times we'd sit at the back of the field AND IT WAS SO FUN. and he had the prettiest freckles ever and oh my god he was so soft spoken and he had younger siblings he would talk about all the time and MY GOD he was. everything, forreal the perfect guy to have as your first love×<#_÷<×^÷<÷÷ AND AND AND. every wednesday we'd buy sweets for each other ×>#<#>÷& LIKE WE COULD JUST BUY OUR OWN BUT NO?? tuesday evening we'd go out and buy each other sweets- (he loves skittles like the sour ones???) AND GIVE THEM TO EACH OTHER ON WEDNESDAY- DID U know i hated all types of milk (strawb/milk/choco) but he'd get strawberry every single day for lunch (or banana if they ran out) so i started trying it and got into it÷>£&#>"&£>