yes exactly nothing penetrative in the beginning and like ok im a staunch believer of if theyre both alphas they should fuck each other but for the point of this story thats in my head atm its like gender sexuality crisis situation bc wb knows that theoretically he should have the urge to top sc but he looks at him and he wants to be under him and isnt he proving everyone who said he shouldve been an omega instead right— and thats a crisis inducing thing for him bc he’d rather stay away from jsc for the rest of his life than think abt what this implies. but then jsc’s right there and though he’s never rly been an alphafucker he has a very straightforward view of it like if the occasion arises i would not care. i’d think it’s rather hot tbh. and wb just sort of shortcircuits bc How is he so chill abt it right while this is changing the very meaning of wb’s world and the essence of all the reputation he’s worked so hard to cultivate. all of it is breaking bc jsc’s too fucking sexy So well its all his fault and he hates him. cue non penetrative hate sex until it just isn’t enough and smth has to be done but there’s an in between the lines about shame disgust eventual breaking point and Then understanding. i am however very fascinated by stories where u fuck things up and they arent automaticslly fixed by the end tho so there’s some more thought that has to go in what the breaking point could be how isolating the fallout should be and how they’d both deal w it in the grand scheme of things. UNHAPPY ENDINGS ARE UNBEARABLE FOR ME THO so i’m p sure i’ll get around to visualising some or the other satisfactory ending