oh im sorry i dont check my retro anymore (moved to neospring) so i didnt see this but i removed all my fics at one point then returned them all except for did it hurt when you fell from heaven, exposure therapy, and alcohol free. i removed the first two because they were incomplete chapter fics that i have no clue (or ideas for) how/when ill finish. i hated the idea of leaving both new readers and the people i gifted them to hanging so i just took them down. i took down alcohol free because i never really liked it. it was a fic that was good for a mnsng fic but not a fic that felt like me. i write for my enjoyment and i didnt enjoy it. i felt no enthusiasm when i got comments for it and had no desire to revisit it (i reread all my fics). it made me feel like i was wearing a mask so while i may start over one day with the first two fics (because they felt like me creatively) alcohol free is probably never coming back. all the rest are back now though. thank you for asking! it’s nice knowing others care about my fics enough to notice their absence 💗