Nameless Grub · 2mo

when i love someone it feels like delusion and when i hate someone it feels like clarity. is that attitude escapable for those of us with cptsd/autism/adhd/whatever happened to be the in vogue diagnosis when our parents took us to get psychologically evaluated?

hate is the death of something. a dead thing can be labeled, and it feels like clarity.
love is an ongoing struggle. it is unresolved. it is risk. it is the pain of attachment. but that is the cost of life. to enjoy beautiful things, knowing they can be taken away.

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