Hi sender. How can I not think much about this? you have shared such story to me. i read this... more than 10 times already. thank you so much.. thank you. you have no idea how i felt writing this. i will always treasure this in my soul. terimakasih sudah berbagi cerita sama cherie. terimakasih sudah melihat tweet aku yang... ga jelas sebenernya...aku ijin respond semuanya yaa (maaf bahasanya juga belepotan) tapi terimakasih terbesar adalah terimakasih kamu udah berjuang dan bertahan selama ini.

please stay, would you? there are so much things to look for. maaf kalo ini request yang egois tapi aku janji ke kamu kalo suatu hari things will get better sender.

your plan? masih bisa disimpen. the letter to everyone you said? means that you still care about them alot. i'm sure those people would love to talk to you and there will be still so many times to apreciate them. just like the friend that keep asking how you're doing. i'm sure she cares about you alot and wonder whether you are doing well or not? coming a bit from me, aku tu seneng banget if my friend found their happiness eventhough that doesn't include me. i really do think she's worried about your wellbeing and wondering whether are you doing alright? do life treat you with gentleness? and sender, trust me, you are NEVER ever be forgotten. there is only one you in this wholewide world.

you mention about the bucketlist dan aku yakin masih bisa diisi lagi with other stuff. have you went to other countries? i heard its very pretty when its spring in japan with all the cherry blossom. and all the beautiful buildings in europe like vienna... or building a snowman, don't you wanna experience them?

you are important. think of all the years you've been alive, all the people you've met and passed, all the animals you've pet, every tiny act of good you've committed. holding a door for someone, picking up a piece of trash off the side of a road, complimenting someone on their hair or outfit. you can't even begin to imagine how much of an impact you've made, no matter how small each step in that may be. you could have made someone's day, boosted their low confidence, made someone less anxious. and if you weren't here, it wouldn't have happened. Look, is okay to not to be okay. cause realistically not everyday is rainbow and sunshine. kita juga manusia.. ga ada yang sempurna ya kan?

dunia sometimes act very incredible cruel to us dan aku yakin 1000 percent, you didn’t deserve that all. Jadi… terimakasih ya? Sudah bertahan sejauh ini. I'm very very proud of this sender. please don't be scared to open up to people. kamu bisa berbagi cerita ke temen (maybe the friend that was asking you) atau keluarga or proffesional. just because you hold them so well, it doesn't mean you should hold them. i'm also very very open to talk to you sender. my tele is right there and both my tele and dm is always open. you are never alone. i promise.

thank you so much for your words... such a kind words that brings me to tears. makasih banyak atas doa baiknya. i also wanna wish you a longggg Longgg fulfilling life and happiness, okay? you deserve everything that the worth have to offer. i hope that love make their way back to you. just like the large amount of love you have shared to others. may it filled your gentle soul.

sincerely,
cherie