you're such a geNIUS- chn trying desperately to help people and not being allowed to eats him up inside actually. all he wants is to save sng, keeping him alive gives him purpose. mnho put him in this situation, but he grows to pity him the more he sees chn desperately try, against everything, even common sense. mnho has dug himself into his own grief, watching chn never give up and wanting to ease his pain, even at his own expense. why would you put this in my HEAD- /pos