i just love so much how jk in this era Knows that he is soft and round and squishy and cute at like, a molecular level and desperately does not want to be that anymore!!!! don't call him round, he's a HEXAGON now 😤 he wants to be GROWN UP!!! personally i think he can be round and cute and a grown up who has lots of nasty sex all at once, but also i respect his wishes and i get it. he's trying to put on a certain type of performance and he wants that performance acknowledged and recognized! he's very sexy and grown up and confident! GREAT JOB HONEY!

i also love that like, i feel like the way he interacts with namjoon has changed a little. he's still so openly admiring of him but it does feel like they're on more equal footing now. he talks about namjoon more as someone who is his peer but who has a different skill set from him, rather than as like some pinnacle who he can't hope to reach. i feel like jungkook in this era has kind of decided what he's interested in and what he enjoys and has resolved to be okay with pursuing those things rather than wishing he had other skills that don't feel as natural to him. it's very mature of him and i'm proud! like, i do wish he'd give himself more of a chance writing lyrics because i would like to know what they'd be, but i also understand that he doesn't want to and i'm cool with that. i want him to do things that make him feel fulfilled and bring him joy, and if writing music isn't one of those things that's alright.

ANYWAY, SORRY, i'm thinking about him a lot recently ofc. and also thinking a LOT about him being confident and praising namjoon and performing dominance, obviously, because unfastening has sort of co-opted 90% of the active portions of my brain at the moment 🤪