chu wanning. i am a chu wanning kin first after all, we both have the shit self esteem, quiet protectiveness, belief no one could ever love us, self sacrifical, etc. altho i relate a lot to when mo ran’s thinking was simplified and was ‘if someone treats me nice, ill pay them back tenfold. if someone treats me bad, i will extract my revenge tenfold.’ and also how he thinks he will dirty the people around him and he isnt worthy? that he should be left behind? me core…