A certain someone · 5mo
Good morning, Al. It's the end of June and tomorrow is already July. You said June never treat you good so I hope your life will get better from tomorrow. I know it's crazy but it's been weeks and I keep thinking about you. I tried to find distractions like rent a BFR, GFR, also tried FWA. But none of them is like you. Why do you have to be so gentle and nice? Why I keep trying to find you in everyone? I want to hate you but I can't, it just made me want to be close to you more. No pressure, I know you don't want any relationship now, I just can't contain it anymore. We don't talk anymore but I always check on you, so let me know if anyone hurts you or, if you need anyone to love you, I'm here, I'm always ready.
...It brings me chills how you called me Al instead of Ken. But first thing, thank you for stopping by and sending me the warm wishes. I hope July will treat you better too. I.. I honestly am too flabbergasted right now. I don't know why you would do such things for me when I can only offer you the uncertainties? I really appreciate it all but please don't wait for me since it might be painful to you. If talking with me could make it better then let's talk? Though I can't promise to always reply, but if you think it's better to talk with me than not talking with me at all, please do hit me up. Don't hurt yourself further, please.
