Boleh, engga akan nolak kalau disuruh tanggung jawab. Dengan senang hati.😁 At least it is still going better on you and treating you well. Glad to know that the world is allowing you to rest, I hope it still lasts until now. I will pray the best for you, mm? For whatever process you are going through until now, I hope everything goes well. Aamiin, aamiin. Terima kasih buat doa baiknya, kamu juga semangat buat bulan ini, ya. Doa baik kembali lagi buat kamu. This year is still long enough to end, and there are still a few months left. I believe you will do well this year. Even if it is not perfect, something good is going to happen. I am happy if I can help you a little.

And I would be more than love it to have you around. Mm, to be very honest, I am a bit picky eater, I enjoy home made more, everything is comfort food to me if it comes from home (jangan banyak sayurnya aja si tetep hahaha). 

I do guess who you are, yet I am still not sure.. After all, it is glad to know you here.

Backstreet banget engga tuh hahaha. Terus ketemu diem-diem ya, atau waktu saling lihat-lihatan saya boleh kedip genit engga? 😁 Then don't thank me either, it is totally fine, you can talk to me whenever you want. I am glad, at least there was a day that treated you well even though you still feel heavy. I hope tonight bring more peace and let you sleep with a lighter heart. Thank you for the reminder! I have been eating on time lately I always eat on time (although I forget and get tired to do so sometimes). Weekdaysnya sempat sibuk banget kemarin-kemarin karena sempat ada urusan di akhir bulan yang bikin beberapa hal ketahan, tapi sekarang udah aman!

Maybe after everything that has happened, it is time to be kinder to yourself, treat yourself more gently, and try to stop blaming yourself, even though I know that blaming ourselves is the easier option to do because there is no one to blame or we don't want to hurt anyone but ourselves. I understand how fucked up this may be, even though I don't know exactly what you must be feeling. I will wish you all the best, mm?

Even just thinking about it makes me feel warm and happy, why not do both? I would happily rub your hair while you sit on my lap, listening to you babbling about what's going on between us.

Biar engga ada yang tau. 😁 Mm, my day went pretty well yesterday, but still quite hectic until now. How about yours? Did something good happen despite everything that has been going on? I am sorry I missed your message because I was working last night, I hope last night went well for you. Tapi engga usah minta maaf, mampir aja kapanpun kamu suka dan ngerasa nyaman, engga apa-apa. And for your question. I am not sure.. It is a bit hard because you clearly said they are the ones you care about. It might take a long time, but every meeting has a farewell, right? We have to be friends with absence, no matter how painful it is. I have to move on with my life, and so do they. Regardless of the reason, I will wish them the best. Whether things ended well or not before parting ways, I had a great time with them, and that was all. My sadness and pain, let them be with me because those people owe me nothing, until my heart is completely relieved and my shoulders are no longer heavy. I will try my best to stay sane and do my best as much as I can, at least for myself.