Hai, sender. I’m so sorry that you’re going through this. Akhir-akhir ini pasti gak mudah ya buat kamu? It's okay to cry, your feelings are valid. If you're tired rn, you can take a break for a while. After that, kamu bisa memulainya lagi perlahan. Aku yakin kamu bisa melewati fase ini. Also, if you need someone to talk, you can knock my DM and tell me about your worries, I'm all ears. I hope I can help you through this