2020 and associated real-life stress sucked a lot of the fannish energy out of me so my feelings for the non-mrm mp100 pairs i used to ship had already faded a bit, and then i had a bad experience with one person (no one on here, to be clear! it happened elsewhere and idk if the person in question even had any social media) that killed all my interest in him. /o\ i don't HATE him, i just don't care about or want to engage with anything about him fannishly anymore.