I guess the uncertainty? Before I dated, I genuinely couldn't tell if she was playing with me or not and it made me feel awful.

i dont know i havent been in love

the worst part is either loneliness or jealousy! best part probably makes up for it but i don't know what's the best part other than everything else

its. scary????? like i dont like being vulnerable or caught off guard so im like. idk this sucks a little idk why im so scared but i dont... wanna lose it........... so im not sure yet. ill get back to u on that...