sweet, sweet anon · 5mo
What other facts do you have about dazai as kazuko?? Also, when did he start to cover his eye? After Mori hurt him or before?? I also love how protective and possessive you made him towards yosano
Is just so cute and gorgeous. She loves him and did a lot for him, even if sometimes she didn't manage his situation very well (but can we blame her? She didn't had it easy :() he still loved her dearly :'). When ranpo told chuuya that if he wasn't mated with him dazai would've already tried to killed him because chuuya being close to her, and how he didn't like chuuya at first not only because is dazai and chuuya xd, but because chuuya was also the one who tied her to this loveless marriage, right? I was so "awwww" because it shows how dazai loves her. Despite not feeling very understanding by her or not feeling 100% involved in her life for the circumstances, he still hated anything that caused misery to her sister and was also possessive with her because she's his big sister who had taken care of him so many times and was the closer sibling to him, and that's so cutee
I also wanna ask, him not taking very well people close to her was because of jealousy? That others are taking her sister's attention from him?
I don't have many more than I said! Kazuko was very withdrawn, and the only reason he had oda and ango as friends was bc Ango brought oda over to study/dinner once and dazai got a puppy crush on him lmao but he kept to himself, and any time he would try to present masc, mori would snap. he was sent to a pysch ward when he was 13 after he tried to hang himself, and he hated every second of it. the dehumanization of being there gave him anxiety and trauma, which is why he panicked so badly when doc threatened to send him back there. (I projected on him for that lmao)
he started to cover his eye in gradeschool, when kids started to bully him, so around 10/11yo. he stole bandages from Mori's home medical kit and he'd always wear them. mori didn't seem to mind- not until he found out he stole the bandages. yosano was the one that bought him more.
he does love yosano, bc growing up, she was really the only one that went out of her way to associate with him. he appreciates everything she's done for him, even if he hates how she's gone about some other things.
he hated chuuya for the arranged marriage, yes, and because he's an alpha. it reminded him of mori and all the wives he went thru, and he didn't want anyone doing that to his sister. it's less jealousy and more a desire to protect her from chuuya being potentially toxic/abusive towards her. he's gone off on alphas that wanted to date her before bc of all that, too. his perception of marriage and alphas and marking is very skewed by how he was raised by mori in such a dysfunctional and disjointed family
