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my hateful thought is towards myself really i wish i could disappear because maybe then people will notice me i feel so so lonely all the time constantly wanting attention and affection but i never get it i think it would be better to not be so wanting always giving in hopes of receiving but i cannot stop seek validation for being it’s tiresome
If it means anything anon, I think that a lot of people on our side of twt yearn for the same thing. A lot of us are artists or creators, or even just people with head canons, and I think we all crave validation and to be praised or have what we put out enjoyed. I hope it is some comfort to know you aren’t alone in this, and as such I’m certain people DO want you around and to talk to you and get to know you.
I understand also it can kind of feel like everyone already has their friends groups and at times it feels like you’re intruding in - and, sadly, I’m sure there are some like that. But there is also a master bigger majority of people who are desperate for more people to talk to! And I hope you’re able to meet more of us and make friends and not feel so alone. You don’t deserve that feeling.
I hope that you’re able in time to meet people and I hope that feeling gets less for you. I’m so sorry sincerely.
Sending you all my love my friend
