oh god i forgot i typed that ummmm im ngl i dont have a solid reason. i just projected my issues onto him for some reason. BUT after thinking about it a bit, i see him as someone who is very independent, smooth, cool, etc. UNTIL getting into a relationship, which is why he avoids relationships as a whole, in addition to protecting his career. for him, falling in love with someone could very likely lead to prioritizing them over his career - something he worked very hard for, and in the right mindset, would never jeopardize. in my.. hcs, he fits most of the criteria except the explosive outbursts of anger, similar to myself. hes more someone who will put on a very good front and internalize his emotions. i hc hes come a loooong way and done a lot of therapy to work through this, but things pop up from time to time, often in the form of impulsivity and self-harming tendencies that are more glamorized/romanticized by media, so no one typically bats an eye. he combats the constant feeling of emptiness through fame and mafia work - though this also puts him at a confusing place in recognizing who he is. its either he loves his life or hates it, completely black and white thinking - but of course, no one would be able to tell. insanely good at masking his emotions, had to learn how to not just for his career, but for his safety.

in summary: a hc thats just me projecting. sorry.