THANK YOU!!!!!!!! what if kyu kurarin btu its dazai an dhte perosn he is huggin gand 'cryiung into their chest' at the is kunikida

i'm attached to most of the characters who have been abused by mori in some way ...　yosano ,　because she reminds me of cassie .　dazai ,　chuuya ,　and elise for obvious reasons ...　and q because he reminds me of my friend kyu .　^_^

yay!!!!!!! spins you around

wtf

yes or no

my joy and whimsy cannot be contained

　　　I had a major mood boost, compared to earlier this morning. I'm happy. Lunch was quiet and lonely, but I don't mind. I prefer to eat by myself anyways. I talked to my online friends and listened to music. No one to bother me or interrupt me. It was peaceful.

　　　Going off of this, specifically the interests part, a lot of people are also more open to "morbid" or "odd" interests. I found a friend in a discord server who is interested in suicide as well! It was a lovely feeling.

　　　I'm starting to think online friends are better than friends in real life. I've never really had a "bad" online friend, per se. Some of us grew apart, yes, but others I'm still friends with! Aya and I have our one year friend anniversary sometime in November. I don't remember when I became friends with Cassie. That makes me sad.
　　　It's also easier to make friends online, at least for me. I can find people with similar interests much more quickly. It's nice.

　　　You know, today hasn't been my day. I woke up crying, talked to my parents crying, rode to school crying, cried in the hallway... But, the more I think about my beloved, the less horrible I feel. Even just thinking of how loving he is to me improves my mood significantly.. I love hym very much.

　　　I should work on my lovemail rentry. It would be nice to express my gratitude to all of my partner and friends. I love them all more than I can express.

　　　I feel quite lonely. But, I still do have friends. They're very lovely. And my husband, of course. I feel like I don't deserve them. But I'm thankful for them all nonetheless.
　　　Especially Cassiel. I'll probably write a love letter entry today. I'm very grateful for him and his love. I'm blessed to be able to call him mine, and myself his.
　　　I assume you will be reading this, so I hope you know I love you. With all my heart, little mouse.

that is fresh sh on my twitter timeline!

HES SO MEAN CALLING ME RUSSIAN PET NAMES IM IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS GIGGLING AND BLUSHING!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE THINK IM WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh.. i shouldn't be allowed around anyone