suicide tw i attempted like 2 days ago and it's like nobody fucking cares. my mother spent a fucking hour talking at me about suicide statistics literally first thing in the morning while i was having my coffee because nobody thinks or cares that i might find it triggering. my friends who know it happened haven't been reaching out, they're just sending memes and other dumb shit because i guess people only want to talk to me if i'm in a good mood. i could have fucking died i was so ready to be gone and now everyone expects me to just. move on. continue as normal. every fucking unsolvable problem that pushed me over the edge is still just as much of a problem and nobody cares because everyone thinks i'm just having a stupid overdramatic mood swing. there's no help available. i shouldn't even be here.