So, I had a group of friends in real life and we have been friends for like 13 years. One day I told them that I might trying to convert religion and practice spirituality deeper. My friends from this circle are in no way spiritual and they do not understand most things that I say about spirituality but when I said about my concern they said like, "I am like you too but I am 70% sure. Just so you know what ever you choose, you will always be our Evelyn." And I cried.