Hi, just come to say, you don't need to feel sorry for anything, you don't obligated to do something you don't feel to. Take your time, it's your account anyway so you have all the control of it. Seeing your write would just be a gift for whoever read it, but it will never be your liability. Take how many times you need, write any time you want, the most important thing is to make yourself happy, because you entitled for it. Xoxo