I love you. Know that everything that you do to express yourself is nothing to be ashamed of. Malu-malu perlu, to an extent, manusiawi juga if you feel shy being open about this and that. Do it for yourself, for the sense of liberty, for the joy of living your life to the fullest. There are people who would frown upon what you're doing but I think it shouldn't be a problem for you. I mean, they're the one who find it upsetting, it's more of their problem to handle, their mess to take care of. You, my love, all you need to do, is keep doing what you love to do. Play tennis, skateboarding, write rap verse, sing a song, thirst over Jennie and Rosé, read your favorite AU, draw your minds out, edit your vlog, breathe, eat well, crush them.