random rant abt mouthwashing u dont have to read if u dont wanna ﹠ also spoilers ⦂

also jambalaya = jimmy btw

i love curly so much but i hate how people hate on him for being morally grey like dawg. curly told anya that he would talk to jambalaya abt it becuz theyre friends ﹠ shit. he clearly doesnt support him on what he did or anything of the sort bro 𓈒 curly just did what he had to do but he basically cared for jambalaya ﹠ then got backstabbed by being injured from a crash that happened at jambalayas fault ﹠ on purpose too (𓏼 ˊ͈ ᵔ ˋ͈𓏼 ) ﹠ the scene where hes laughing becuz jambalaya takes the gun is becuz he knows anya was so right 𓈒 the thing is curly was the captain ﹠ its quite literally his responsibility to make sure everyone sees him as someone they can trust ﹠ go to for anything, so telling jambalaya abt him knowing what he did would just cause him to feel even more terrible ﹠ probably hate him knowing jambalaya 😭 he dodnt say anything becuz jambalaya was his friend ﹠ he knows he struggles with shit like he talked abt it with him in the beginning in the cockpit ﹠ if he were to tell him he knows it would mke everything so much worse if u rly think abt it 𓈒 also i love anya ﹠ the whole symbolism leading up to her telling curly she was pregnant becuz holy shit 𓈒 anya made jambalaya feed curly the pills becuz she didnt like the noises he made ﹠ becuz she was doing it without his consent SO SHE ASKED JAMBALAYA TO DO IT INSTEAD HASICALLY FORESHADOWING KINDA TO HIM DOING STUFF TO HER WITHOUT CONSENT (𓏼 ˊ͈ ᵔ ˋ͈𓏼 ) the reason we saw anya as timid ﹠ skittish was becuz we were playing as jambalaya meaning we were just seeing the way she acted towards him 𓈒 if u notice the difference between how she acted while playing as curly its actually so sad to think abt (𓏼 ˊ͈ ᵔ ˋ͈𓏼 ) there was so many signs leading up to showing what happened to her. like her asking why they cant lock the sleeping pods ﹠ her asking jambalaya to give curly meds instead due to her feelings on it ﹠ her seeming so uncomfy and scared when with jambalaya 𓈒 ALSO I JUST KNOW SHE TOLD SWANSEA EVERYTHING HE DID WHILE THEY TALKED IN THE COCKPIT I KNOW IT 𓈒 ﹠ then the stuff with swansea ﹠ daiskue omg 𓈒 swansea only wanted good for daisuke ﹠ him having to kill him instead of putinf him in the cryopod was so fucking sad but it had to be done becuz of his infection(𓏼 ˊ͈ ᵔ ˋ͈𓏼 ) he would not have made it ﹠ the fact that jambalaya thought that he would be able to safe him is actaully so crazy becuz all he had was the fucking mouth wash :/ swansea loved him like his own kid but he was always acting so irritated with him but he just wanted him to stop being an idiot ﹠ do soemthing with his life ﹠ shit like he wanted him to have the life he never could since he was young ﹠ able (𓏼 ˊ͈ ᵔ ˋ͈𓏼 ) anuwas thays it sorry for the rant HELPI JUST LOVE THIS GAME SM