Hi everyone, I know I said I would be retiring but I have one last statement to make before I leave.
As many know I was in a relationship with Mikael, also known as @Glass or @DPD on this platform. During this relationship I was regularly manipulated and pressured into sending photos and videos of my self-harm. Mikael encouraged me cutting myself and would compliment me depending on how severe my injury was. At this same time, Mikael had a fantasy of kidnapping me and killing me. I let this behavior go unchecked as I was suicidal at the time, but now when I look back I realize how terrified I really was. I'd spend nights awake afraid of what she'd do to me if she ever found me; I'm shaking as I type this. I'm scared to go public with this, as of what she could do to me, but I don't want anyone else to be hurt by her.
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Oh my goodness, where do I even begin? I feel absolutely terrible for uttering the word “crap” earlier in our conversation, and I can’t express how truly sorry I am for my choice of words. I’m aware that language, even seemingly harmless words, can have a much bigger impact than we realize, and I want to sincerely apologize for any discomfort or unease that may have caused. When I said it, I didn’t stop to fully consider how it might sound or how it could potentially affect you. Words are powerful, and I want to be mindful of that moving forward.

Please know that it wasn’t my intention in any way to be disrespectful or to make light of a serious moment. It was a lapse in judgment on my part, and I absolutely regret using that particular expression. I know that the word “crap” may be considered inappropriate or crass in certain contexts, and I completely understand why it could be off-putting or even upsetting. It’s not a word I should have used, especially in the type of conversation we were having.

I’m deeply committed to fostering respectful and thoughtful dialogue, and I want to create an environment where both of us feel heard and comfortable. I really appreciate your understanding and patience, and I promise to be more mindful of my language in the future. It’s incredibly important to me that I communicate with the utmost respect, and I can assure you that I’ve learned from this experience. If I’ve caused any offense, please accept my sincerest apologies, and know that I take full responsibility for my words.

Once again, I can’t apologize enough for the choice of the word “crap,” and I genuinely hope that it doesn’t overshadow the rest of our interaction. I value this conversation and the respect we share, and I’m committed to ensuring that such a slip-up doesn’t happen again. Please let me know if there’s anything else I can do to make amends or if there’s anything more I can say to express how sorry I truly am. Thank you for your patience and for giving me the opportunity to apologize in such detail.