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in relation to that venric/alyx ask thingy; im one of those guys he harassed, like... it has been going on for legitimately years atp. he will regularly spam any sort of cc or retrospring i have with horrible racial and ethnic slurs despite me having zero communication with him since i was 12.

gonna go on a bit of alyx/venric/ruru/rem lore dump here but uh.... yeah. me and ruru met in 2021 through a mutual friend, i'm pretty sure? i was 12 at the time, as was he. he very quickly called me his favourite person and would "split" on me for extremely small things that were often out of my control or knowledge. the first time he did this was when i was apparently following somebody who was following somebody who followed one of his "abusers"??? i had no idea about any of this, he just added me to a random group chat. he spent around 3 hours verbally abusing me while i tried to calm him down, i was 12 years old at the time and had no idea what bpd was, so when i had enough of being called a liar and finally blocked him- he made alt accounts to dm me slurs and call me ableist since i was his fp and "abandoned him like everyone else." he would then try and dm big drama accounts and tell them i was his abuser (again.... i was 12 and i had no idea what any of this shit meant) and he would start spamming gore and porn.

lore dump over, time for the newer ruru stuff i guess? i completely forgot about this guy for about 3 years, until i randomly started getting messages in my curiouscat from his "amai alter" (i dont know what that is, im sorry if thats did/osdd terminology im not familiar with.. i don't typically engage with 'im __ irl' or rentry anime type people lmao) trying to say i was an abuser. which i just ignored because i HAD NOT SPOKEN TO THIS GUY IN ALMOST 3 YEARS.. then he started harassing my friends through their curiouscat. just to clear up what this harassment was because ik people misuse the term alot; he would spam "CUT URSELF" like.. 20 times everyday, he said he hoped i'd get sexually assaulted, spam f4gg0t, tr4nny, etc. it didn't really effect me because i found it hilarious that somebody i knew as a 12 year old still held a grudge for.. something??? idk brah. anyway, once he saw didn't respond to any of these, he started spamming racial and ethnic slurs. i'm visibly aboriginal and have faced irl discrimination because of it. he started spamming that i was a 'filthy abbo' and a bunch of jewish slurs???? im not even jewish???? i eventually got tired of this and contacted somebody who was previously involved with him in a similar way, and they emailed his mother for me- which resulted in the harassment stopping... for like 3 months, he still sends me shit sometimes and I KNOW it's him because he constantly uses a name that legit nobody else has EVERRRRRR called me.

i can go on a whole essay about this guy. essentially, he's just a very racist and abusive individual. every accusation is a confession from this dude.... that's all, chill out bruthas

HELLO ANON SORRY IM SO LATE TO REPLY TO THIS I'VE BEEN HIGHKEY IA...

first of all, would it be ok to want to reach out to you on any social media ( you can send an ask with any handle , i won't post ! ) ? not forcing ! i've just found it nice to see that people do relate to the experience me and others have had ... idk if you'll see this anon but there's that ... yeah

holy shit that's insane ?? first of all i'm sorry you've been through all of that ! it's crazy to me that he's still going after people ( me included ) and doing the weirdest stuff ever ... amai is a headmate afaik from his system yes but i'm surprised she (amai) even found you after that long ? 😭 for some reason he (alyx) keeps finding me as well it's kinda crazy . anyways ! i hope he gets to stop because that's honestly really creepy :(

about the essay honestly relatable www rentry about him keeps getting updated with more and more stuff due to more things i keep finding ( and the way he apparently made a reply to it then decided to say stuff not even related ... idk weird but it sure does make you have a little laugh ). i'm not even surprised about him being racist and abusive, as i have come to terms with the fact he was in fact an abuser to me ... thanks for sharing, anon ! appreciated :-)

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