I'm sorry you felt discouraged but that was/is me as well. Then i recalled someone calling me a hopelessly hopeful fool before, if I am one, then you are too. Maybe that's why we feel it all in a way too? I remembered that just as I let the ask hop over to you. This world is a beautiful place because of kind and beautiful souls like you. I do know you'll get when I say I hope you choose to live and stay in it darling. Last gentle hug and so much love your way before I hop to bed 💙