No😭 this would sound like me being unreasonable but really god knows what would happen to me if I ever come close to him and has anything tied to him🧍🏻‍♀️ "but its a billion dollars! You can just divorce him or run away-" he would end my life/traumatize me enough before I even can get my hands on that money lets be real here😭 even if I did get the money I GOT IT AT WHAT COST? MY SANITY???? probably it will all go for therapy at that point so NUH UHHH NOPEEEEE