⚠️ Full of blabbers ⚠️

Hello po! How are you po, Mx. Lou?

I am here yet again. 🤺

Anyways, I decided to re-read WIE from the start, and the feels never faded at all. Every panel still sends me whirlwind of emotions and get me kicking my feet in the air, scream, and punch my pillow, or even get up from lying down to sit. I was even standing up at some point. Girl, chill? 😭

I missed everything about them; even the hollow feeling that have always kept me on edge the first time I met WIE. :c

"One day, I'll marry this man." - Shaan to Seb

It certainly hurt even more when you are well aware of what will happen in the future, but me being a HeliShaan truther right from the start can't be denied. ☹️

Please heal yourself and find the love that's meant for you, Seb. Thank you for staying with Ellis and Shaan through it all. I'll be cheering you on.

June, you have been the main catalyst and trigger of everything—the mastermind that you are 🙇🏻‍♀️. Thank you for your existence, and for loving Shaan, Ellis, and Seb enough to start the ripple effect. I am so excited for your blossoming happiness. You deserve it, our June. And yes, I'll remember that your love story started at Seta. Seated for Shaan's speech on your wedding. 😼

Jace, I know you have a lot to heal from. You are more than enough; you are your own person and no one can take that away from you, babe. I hope you fall in love with yourself again. You are wonderful.

Javi, it is high time for you to choose yourself and happiness. I know you'll find your way to it. Cheers to the love that's freeing and brings you peace, loves. May you reconcile with your feelings and confess this time. You already know where to find rest, don't you? :)

Our Nightfall, how I wish we could witness your horror night escapades again. You are dearly missed. :c

Looking forward to the prequel with all of your some time in betweens.

To our Rigs and Dane, you guys are still and will always be one of our babies. Thank you for accepting Shaan and Ellis. ☹️ I wish you both nothing but happiness.

Lastly, to my dearest and loveliest Heli and Shaan. We are here now, parents — family! 😭 I am so emotional right now. I feel like I’m also a parent to Ellis because I’m joining in on your letter moment. You have a beautiful family, please. :c

I love you. After everything you've been through, thank you for braving it all and for finally coming home.

Thank you all for your selfless sacrifices to save each other and for saving yourselves as well, everyone. Truth to be told, it is still painful to have a trip down the memory lane, but as I said in my first retro, "It is what their younger selves perceived best at that time". Paghilom sa inyong lahat. 🫂

Mx. Lou, I kept my promise. I am still here. I don't know if the panels I have connected with the verse after the first chorus of Scars by Keenan matches your spoiler before, but the scene screams those lyrics. Thank you po. 🥹

It wasn't all sweet and a lot of things here on this app still leaves a bitter aftertaste—well, even outside—but you are one of the authors that I am so thankful in so many ways than I can say. Thank you for your life and existence. I will always be here to read and rest with WIE. I am still not ready to meet this AU's end, and I will surely miss their dynamics but seated. 💌

Until the end,
En-on 🌰

PS. You are so genius with the names you have given to each one of them po. I find their portrayers' initials present so endearing. 🥹

PPS. Any baby Nicky cameo po? I laugh at myself every time I think of Shaan naming the new member of the OA family after Heli's dog again. The chances are low, but never zero.

PPPS. I am keeping a compilation of my live reactions while re-reading WIE and when I tried re-reading it all, I wanted to lock myself up nalang badly. 😭

PPPPS. I have a lot of blabbers regarding Sa'yo as well, a different retro for it soon, I guess?

“bakit nalungkot akong di niya ko kailangan” dunno if june feels this way when people don’t need him or this is just when it comes to seb because they are best friends source: seb if it’s the first then : ((((((( DOUBLE EVERYONES PAIN AND GIVE IT TO ELISHAAN SOBRA NA SAYA NILA EMEH this is me coping @/unknownuser15 taina mo wag mo pinopost baby ko 😡😡😡 SEB ANLANDI MO TALAGA KALA KO BA “ the three years with you was the best years of my life. i will always have you in my heart.” ansakit na maging sebjunist at javijace shooter sa mundong toh 💔