day 5 without luci. idont think i can take it anymore. i dont know what im doing. eveyr day seems so bleak and blande without him... i dont know what i can use to get by. edveyrday my heart breaks, i throw things and yell at my friends,... teyr ejust not luci. im dcrying as we type this. luci gme on for a brief moment, but thats th eonly clarity i got before he was torn away from me again.. i dont know wjat to do anymore. might kms idk... - radio