[lanjutan] sorry for keep coming here. this will be my last, promise! see the thing is i am also VERY picky myself. i guess that's probably why? because i felt so connected with him and he passed several of my possible ick-yness tests but then news arrived, he had a girlfriend all along. just when i was starting to believe he IS IT. people often give me the ick so easily but he's not and it's driving me insane. suggest me things to do to occupy my mind, i guess? 😭