nothing, i guess? i enjoy what i have been through. the happy and the hard time i had, the ups and downs phase, and all of those efforts that i did are the proof of how hard i have tried. furthermore i always said what i said. i say i can't when i can't, i say i do when i do. i never cheat on someone or lie though lmao. almost no reason to regret things.

but if i could turn back time, i'd rather be alone as i used to, so no one's gonna hurt.