no the timing is a bit of a nail in the coffin for me bc i have been debating tweeting it not knowing if it will come back and me potentially regretting admitting it but i can't even bring myself to keep up or rlly care about hc anymore so it is definitely dust for the rest of them. like i would see stuff about jaehyuck and like it but whenever i see it it's just not the same feeling, something rlly did change chemically in my brain bc of the break. that's not to say i wont care again later on but it would definitely be a struggle bc tl was a member all of them would act so close to so if it's as severe as it seems it would be really hard to believe there was no suspicion at all on their part if not just complete complicity and/or involvement. he was the oldest so im sure he was often doing his own thing but it's just a rlly gross feeling now