Hi yall, long story but I hope you read it, I'm here letting you know this is my last day on retro springs. I've only been on for a month, well feels like a month, I've tried to make friends and follow idols. However, who I am is a bad person, I need to take some time for myself, change, never come back, and move on. I got in a fight with my mom over online friends and if their groomers for the 100th time this has been happening for 3 years, we've never been on good terms. And today my mom blamed them for making into a short temper, cranky, hard to reason with daughter. She said I used to be sweet and now im a horrible person, she says if I change she'll let me contact friends from school ONLY, and let me leave the house and join clubs. Due to my social life down the drain I have to take this opportunity to improve myself, im currently reading books on enlightenment, mindfulness, and restarting everything in my phone. Im gonna ask everyone I know to pretend they never met me, I just want a fresh start, being nice. Not over dramatic me. So before I go I guess ill come clean about the situation, hi, my names Toro (Online), im 15, and a female, and when I was in the 7th grade year I had a online friend, we were friends for 1 year and 2 months before my mom found out, my mom thought she was a groomer, I still believe she is not. Ever since that day I've been fighting my mom about this, she won't let me leave the house, go to clubs, contact friends. All I do is study. If I ask for something its "do you think you deserve it?" For this reason I have bras that are cup A's when im not a A. Sorry TMI but its really painful. My mental state has been really low, so every weekend ill go on my school laptop, and come on here to read story's, since my mom banned safari from my phone, if my mom found out I use my laptop on the weekends ill be screwed, and that is why I'm Turning the page, if I get caught, its game over, so if I become better, later in the future I can have friends, and I won't be as depressed. I wanna say thx to Casper, and angle(sam\ceil consumer) these were the people I most interacted with, Sam was my idol when I was on ibis and thank this community for being great, so with all that being said This is Toro signing off.
-Bye, Toro <3
(I wanna know I will be missed before I leave. Sorry if its selfish.)