hello ms. author, not au related.. and sorry for reaching out to you when i know you have your own struggles too.

I just can't feel at ease. I heard something negative about me today. And i feel upset like not so hurt but rather queasy, like i'm having indigestion and I can't help but think that those people talk behind my back.. and that as soon as i left the room, they probably talked about me.. and i can't help but keep wondering what they have talked about or what they really think about me.

I don't know why I'm like this and I hate this feeling.😟