anon · 1mo
Hellooo!!! I haven't been here in a while but then I saw the tweets of CC and Retrospring BOTH BEING SHUT DOWN?!! Like how am I supposed to talk to you to ask stupid recs?! And to go crazy over your Johnjae ficsss!!! This is so sad... 😔 anyways, I feel like the universe is telling me to just pop up in your twt dms 😭😭😭 like that's the only way left now 😭😭😭 ....
Moving on, JAEHYUN IS FUCKING ENLISTING?!!! NEXT MONTH??!! I CAN'T DO THIS!!! God I remember when the exos started enlisting and so I sort of detached myself from kpop as a "stan" and just sort of vibed to the music but ever since I've followed you! You've made me such a big Jaehyun fan and his enlistment sort of hit me out of nowhere I'm so 😭😭😭😭😭 not prepared!!!!! This isn't fair I can't do this shit again 😭😭😭😭😭 HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?! This is in general not just related to the Jaehyun stuff!!
Also I remember you saying you read BLs any recs?! I really love the dynamics in your fics so I feel as though the recs would be nice so!! Any recs?!
Ok so this is a bit random but I'm going to be graduating soon... Hopefully, and there's a general confusion on if I want to study ahead get a Master's or ya know... Start working or do smth else so yep... 😶🌫 did you directly start working after your degree as in, in a field related to it, or did you study ahead?! I'm sooo confused, I'm thinking to get a Master's till I can sort myself out and see what to do about the careerrrr ugh it feels so weird when I say that, I feel so adult-like and I'm really not an adult(?!) I feel so out of place whenever the career talks comes to me and it's like wym???? I'm literally a 10 yr old I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WORK!!!!
I've also been thinking of starting to get back into art again, I used sketch and paint and colour and all sort of shitt!!! But then I stopped, I see your watercolour posts sometimes and that really makes me happy and feel like I can create smth again!! Have you been painting recently? Also this was also spurred on bcoz I got a big very official pencil set/case with a lot of other stuff as a gift and it's so expensive! So now I'm like shittt I cannot let this go to waste 😭😭😭 even though I didn't really want it? It's here now and I don't want to seem ungrateful so 😭😭😭😭😭
Wow this msg got toooo long, I just sort of dumped everything here as a little funny overview of my life ☠️💀
Uh... Hope it's not too confusing to read through LMAO this is just how my brain shifts through topics 😼😼😼
Feel free to tell me (or not) how have you been!!! 😽😽✨✨💗💗
hsdkfjs omg anon this message is so nice i'm happy to hear from u again! and u are totally welcome to come into my twitter dms to chat once retrospring is gone! or sooner!! i might make an account on another similar site if i come across one too but i haven't found one yet!
i can't believe jaehyun is enlisting already eitherrrr 😭😭😭 it came out so suddenly i wasn't prepared even after going through so many enlistments with exo 😭😭 it makes me happy to hear ive made u more of a jaehyun fan tho haha 😂 but i just keep reminding myself that the sooner he goes, the sooner he'll be back 🥹
omg for BLs....i've read so many....but from the top of my head some of the ones i've enjoyed are love shuttle, the new recruit, what's with this strange dream, kiraide isasete, love in orbit, mad dog, black or white, sasaki and miyano, therapy game.......hopefully there's something here u will like!
congrats on graduating soon!! that's really amazing! 👏👏 i totally understand not knowing exactly what u want to do afterward and feeling like a child still haha i think the transition from school to working adulthood is more challenging than people expect. i didn't know what i wanted to do, i didn't have any proper career path. i did not want to continue school tho LOL so i job hunted for awhile and found a job that was related to my degree. about four years after graduating, i started a master's program in an adjacent field and i did that part time while still working full time! i think it took me 3? years to complete my master's. and then three years after that i managed to find a much better job and i've been working there ever since! if you're unsure of what u want to do next and ur not opposed to more studying and schoolwork, then getting a masters isn't a terrible option. i have some friends who did that too, where they continued with school bc they didn't know what they wnated to do next. i also have a friend who worked for a long time after graduation but then decided he wanted to become a doctor and went back to school for that in his 30s. like there is no right path! u should do what u think is best for u. if more schooling will help u land a better job, then that might be a good option, but if ur sick of school and want some real life experience, finding a job is a good choice too. u can always apply to a master's program later. u can work and do ur master's at the same time if u want. there are a lot of possibilities so don't feel too stressed or pressured one way or another. i think whatever u decide to do, as long as u give it ur best effort, u will be successful!
as for painting, i haven't done it in a long time sdhfkjsd mostly because i'm lazy LOL but also i used painting as a creative outlet for when i wasn't able to write and lately i've been okay with writing so i haven't felt the need to pull out my paints lol but i think u shouldn't give up ur art! especially if u have some nice tools to work with! even if it's just a little drawing once a week or every other week, i think once u get back into it u'll remember how much u enjoy it! i think i need to do this too lol
thank u again for ur long message anon! it was really nice to hear about ur life! as for me, i'm doing good 🥹 trying to get thru every day LOL but i have a vacation planned next week and then i'm going to japan next month (plus a short day trip to see dream in seoul for encore!) so i'm really excited about all of that! gives me something to look forward to 😂
hope u have a great day anon! take care!! 🩷🩷🩷
