anon · 3mo
Hello!!! Thanks for all of the bl recs.. Haven't checked them out yet BUT I WILL SOON! And if I read them, I will be here to discuss 🤠😽!!
Also thank you (this is for the graduation)!!! I am most probably going to study further... A lot of friends are going to work/look for careers in the field but I might study a bit more, leaning towards that. I'm even more nervous about the work... Bcoz I've never EVER worked! Like it would totally be like a new baby deer (fawn?) trying to walk in this big, wide world!! Everyone else that I know has done some job or the other or has done an internship, like all of my family and friends!!! Like all of them have done smth or the other by my age and I've just never ... Done.. That so 😶🌫😶🌫😶🌫☠️☠️☠️ I'm so AHDHSJDJDH about this!!!! That's why I'm probably going to study further and avoid this problem haha 😎😎😎 (very modern problems require modern solutions of me)
Ok about the art, I used to be good... In the least douchey way possible, but like idk I was good at like the shading and highlights and all that shit, and then I stopped. Now I want to pick that up and start again BUT I'VE PUT MYSELF UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE!!! Like I need, I need that first comeback sketch to be a banger so bad, that I'm probably not going to make one again bcoz yeah... If I draw and it doesn't meet my standards... I'm going to... 🗿🗿 and I've done this before ONCE! I tried to get back into stuff, and I drew something? Some landscape or smth and... Uh... I was... Horrified SO I just haven't picked it up again!! Obviously all this pressure and judgement is for me, on me, by me! I'm trying to talk myself through and just push myself forward!! Like I can just throw it away if doesn't look good but haha! I'll do it tho! And maybe I might send the sketch in ur dmmsss hehe 🤡
I hope you enjoy your vacation to the fullest!!!! And take care 💗💗💗, thanks for the msgssss and kind words!!! Also thanks for the advice as well ❤❤✨✨
shdkfjs anon im sorry for replying late again! i really need to check rs more often 😭😭😭
i totally understand not feeling ready to work yet and if u like what ur studying enough to continue it i think that's a good thing to keep at it and take ur time! working full time sucks anyway LOL avoid it as long as u can 😂 but also just wanna say it's okay if u don't have work experience! lots of people don't! it just takes some time to learn and adjust to a new environment and experience. i'm sure when it's time for u to do that u will be ready and successful!
omg i really understand what u mean about putting too much pressure on urself when it comes to art. feeling like if it doesn't meet ur standards it will just make u not wanna continue 😭 im like that with my art and with my fic too hsdkfjs it's really frustrating! i hope since u sent this message that u have tried to pick up ur art again, but it's also okay if u haven't! im cheering u on regardless!
thank u so much i did have a good vacation! and i hope u have a great day and week ahead! take care anon!! 🩷
