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kalo pikiran kalian lagi berisik, kalian bakal lakuin apa biar pikirannya ga berisik lagi? u___u
read your tweet about memory loss that was caused by depression and i'm sorry it happened to you, andy. also i take it with you willing to talk about such heavy experience, you are a depression survivor?
Healing is never a linear thing, so it's safe to say I am still on it.. even after years that happened. If what you meant by being a survivor is that I didn't off myself in those days then yeah you can call me that, but honestly, there are still some days and nights where I had a relapse about things because even today I still feel like in a constant survival mode instead of completely living my life to the fullest so.. yeah. The reason I am more open with it now because talking about it partly helps me to make sense of things that happened to me. In a world where people often disregard or underestimate things, I feel kinda safe to just admit things to myself by saying them out loud.
How do you cope with rejection or heartbreak?
Quite poorly, if I have to admit it myself. There are times I either become really.. petty and just can't stfu, badgering people with the sad-sack loser sob story, or bottling things up until one day they explode in such an unpleasant way. But usually, I just let myself to consume as many medias as possible, the depressing ones are much more preferable in a way that I can cry about them in complete force so I won't have to feel guilty of feeling sad about some guy who broke my heart.
Let me just tell you that being around you feels so safe. Its like having someone who got your back when no one else did! Like a big sister, kinda 🥺 thank you for being that way, Andromeda.
ndy kenapa feeling gue alesan lo masih jomblo sama kelihatan "gaada yg deketin" tuh karena justru cowonya banyak jadi pada insecure duluan takut bukan jadi satu satunya tapi cuma salah satunya
If you fall in love, what makes you fall in love with that person?
I'd like to think it might be.. vary from one person to another, considering I can't quite find the real pattern but maybe how they carry themselves as an individual? How they speak and their choice of words as well as how they try to connect with me and not just talk to impress but really.. communicate, how they behave, their personalities, and their looks (I won't be a hypocrite to admit that their appearance matters to me), how they treat others around them, their friends.
Andy seleranya ganti" nih kemarin cillian murphy skrg austin butler
Guys, what do u think about my retro theme yang sekarang? Is it good (enak dilihat) or nah....?
didn't mean to be offensive in any way but i think i'm speaking for everyone else that might thinking about it too for the fact its hard to believe you're still single, a gorgeous woman like you. are those guys blind?
A lot, I cannot just name them one by one considering there are indeed.. a lot, too many, in fact. Maybe starting off with how I still have both parents with me, friends who are so good to me despite of how crazily random I could get, and ended up with.. the fact that I am still alive and healthy to enjoy all of these even though I joke around a lot about off-ing myself.
i'm thinking 'bout changing my name from amel to nena, what do you think guys?
kasian suka mie lidi gaaa? kalo suka, kalian suka yang rasa apa? :o
Happy Monday, 'erryone! I hope this week treats you with love and positivity. Remember to take time for yourself and drink enough water even in the midst of your busy sched. Have a nice day. <3
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