ive been watching for quite a while, i am too nervous to be open about these things. i strayed from the strings for a while but recently some awful things happened to me and i feel this pull back to it. is that Okay? i fear that because i stepped back from this i am no longer.. welcome? im unsure. the things you say and the way you generally exists provides a comfort ive never known, i feel i don't truly understand all of this but even doing small things like drawing on myself or keeping a red string on me makes me feel connected, not alone, so either way i thank you <3