(this is Ayniel anon) I’m so sorry you’ve had those experiences and that you’ve faced so much unfair treatment from others for the characters and pairings you’ve found comfort and passion in, I hope you have a space where you can indulge in it all with less on your shoulders. I did see your other posts of them that you’re not comfortable sharing publicly anymore and they are all absolutely fantastic! I hope it gets easier for you one day, and even if posting publicly is (absolutely understandably) not something you’re up for anymore I still absolutely adore your other works in general and have been greatly inspired by them myself. My partner and I have bonded so much too about our endless ABD ABCD AD chattering and are deep in writing fic for the whole spectrum of it, so.. maybe you’ll spot us in the wild! Take it easy, even in online hell you’ve got random people batting for and cheering from the sidelines for whatever you’re also happy to share.